God's Time vs Our Times

What do you think about God's time? Some of them said God's time are perfect.

BUT...

Is that true?

Some of you still doubt for it bcs you didn't ever experienced it yet... Then I want to tell you my experience when God's time are perfect for me, for you, and for all people in the world...

This one still the story of on my way to compile my thesis...

Actually I planned to do my thesis start from the fifth semester when I have RM course. RM stands for Research Method which is one course to prepare students to write the thesis.

On RM class I have ever been the only one student who made the written thesis proposal for exercise correctly.

Based on it, then I decided to finish all courses on sixth semester in which I picked Thesis Proposal and Thesis on the same time as well as KKU. KKU is stands for Kuliah Kerja Usaha which have similar meaning with KKN or Kuliah Kerja Nyata. This course taught me how to apply the lesson that we've got on the class to the citizen. On KKU, we should help an entrepreneur to develop their works for more or less 3 months. I didn't think that I've got KKU on Gunung Pati in which that place so far away from my house. Blessed to me, I have respectfull and helpfull teamwork in KKU. They help me on that problems. I'm not lament my choice to have KKU rather than KKN bcs if on KKN you should do it on your holiday time but on a shorter time which is only 3 weeks. For sure, KKU takes almost all of my time and attention. My thesis proposal goes well but the Thesis, I can't write anything about that. The last time I consult about my thesis, I also got stuck. So I leave it behind untill the KKU done. Then I started to do my thesis proposal on holiday time. But my thesis proposal wasn't got approve until the end of the semester. I thought my work was better that the others, but I didn't know they've got approved, but mine wasn't. Bad luck for me, I've got the bad attitude major sponsor who didn't support your work well. I try to accept it even it was so f*cking hard.

On the seventh semester, I only have 2 course in which Thesis Proposal and Thesis. Yes, I should pay again for the Thesis Proposal course. On this semester, my thesis proposal got approvement on the late semester. I got it on October when the others were almost completed their thesis.
My planned to graduate on 2018 was gone.

Then I came back with new spirit on 2019.  On the holiday between the semester, I tried so f*cking hard to finish all of them. When I did consultation with the other lecturers, they said, mine was good, and I was dilligent so I should graduate as fast as the others. But I didn't know why my major sponsor didn't cooperative when I was doing my thesis.

Then the end of the holiday between the semester came. I've finished my thesis and I wanted him to give me the approval. So bad luck on me, He rejected it. On that day, I'm fragile. All of my hardwork till now was nothing. Besides, I should pay again. It is f*cking hard to accept. But slowly, I tried to forget it and chance my focus on BCA works interview.

In the middle of my preparation for doing BCA interview, my lecture changed his mind and gave his permission to my thesis for doing thesis trial. Of course I also changed my focus again and prepared the thesis well. And finally, I graduated from this faculty.

Then, after I did my trial thesis, on the next day is my BCA interview. Bcs I changed my focus into the thesis, I ruined my BCA interview. There's little regret on it. If my lecture just approved mine without delayed it... If I also prepared the BCA interview... And the other if that made me regret...
I know I should not be greedy to have both of them on the same way... May be this is not your time to be accepted on BCA bcs after you had thesis trial, you should do some revisions, and collected some documents to apply graduation registers.

God's know that I may not able to handle both. God keep the work for me later, so I can be focused to finish the revision and  graduation registers and prepare myself to develop my skills before entering jobs world.

When I faced them, I had a song that companied me when I thought I want to give up. The title is "Waktu Tuhan" or in English it will be "HIS time or God's time" from Maria Shandi. Here's the song lyrics.

Waktu Tuhan bukan waktu kita Jangan sesali keadaannya Untuk semua ada waktu Tuhan Tetap setia mengandalkanNya Segala yang terjadi dihidupku Janji Tuhan menghidupiku s'lalu Ku yakin percaya, ada waktunya Tuhan Semua 'kan indah pada waktuNya

And this is the translation of English version

His time is not our timeDon't resent the situationFor all, there is God's timeKeep faithful to rely on HimAll that happened in my lifeGod's promise keep me aliveI am sure and believe, there is God's timeAll will become beautiful on His time

This song sounds good right! Before you mad with yourself, your family, your Friends or even to your God.. Try to find the advantage of your problems. God wants you to learn something new. You should be patient to wait the God's time. Don't let yourself get far away to God, but still nearer to Him bcs He is the only one our savior. Don't make Him sad by doing sins.
Keep spirit! Don't give up! Wait the God's time because He knows the right time for your best!

~The Writer~